71 • THE LAURELS GENDER IDENTITY CLINIC VISIT 28
The ‘saying goodbye to my therapist’ visit
TRANSGENDER TINGS
156 • FACE MASKS AND FREEDOM PART FOUR
Out in nature for this one, as we continue with part four of our Face Masks and Freedom series.
Lots and lots of stuff on this one, but the mainly it’s about Dealing with Conflict, Getting Dirty Looks, and Finding Balance between Fear and Courage.
Hope you enjoy this one filmed in Plymbridge Woods :)
153 • A WALK AND TALK : CHILD ABUSE, SPONTANEITY, AND ENGLISH ACCENTS
This Walk and Talk episode sees me walking around the local woods of Saltrum, while talking about random topics.
lilDENNiS and Kitty joined me on this adventure, as we talked about various tings like:
Breaking my Camcorder,
Spontaneity,
Rereading My Transgender Diary,
Why I Disabled Comments on my website,
Taking Photos,
Connecting with Nature,
The Mind,
Why Start a Podcast?,
English Accents and Impressions,
Suicide and Spirituality,
Dealing with Child Abuse,
Lucid Dreaming and Healing,
Life without Life Drawing,
Why I left SeanWes in 2015,
Do we each live in our own Universe?,
Talking about lilSOPHiE,
Do I still want to Draw?,
and I go for a lil bike ride, ding ding!
Hope you enjoy the atmospheric sounds on this one.
143 • CHRISTMAS MEMORIES
This ‘About The Tings’ episode is all about Christmas Memories, as I wear a Miss Santa outfit, and Rodney the Reindeer joins us for a look back at Christmas Films, Toys, and Video Games.
Some of stuff we cover includes:
Funny TV Shows like The Office,
PlayStation Access Christmas Specials,
Throwing my Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles action figures out the window,
Crying during The Snowman,
Gran Turismo Christmas Jazz Music,
My Dads Jam Tarts,
The Muppets films,
Being Transgender and Connecting with Lara Croft,
Breaking my Thundercats toys,
Female Clothes Shopping with my Mum,
Receiving Dangerous Ink Magazine Artwork Gifts,
and we have another Christmas Sing Song :)
Hope you have a nice Christmas!
137 • WE ARE HERE TO SAVE THE EARTH
This is a proper brain dump episode, where I talk about how We are here to Save the Earth.
The world is corrupt, we are in the middle of a psychological world war 3, and it’s time to wake up before it’s too late.
Some of the topics include:
Banning Beings of Love,
Is History a Lie?,
Using Common Sense,
How we were Never Free,
Reoccurring Dreams,
How Love Unites,
There is only one Truth,
Facing Fears,
Negative Space and Awareness,
Ancient Civilisations,
Michael Jackson, Princess Diana, and JFK,
The Earth is in a Virtual Prison,
Everything is Back to Front,
Having an Open Mind,
and we have a bit of MJ love.
Hope you like.
136 • 11 YEARS : A MYSTERY TOPIC
lilDENNiS randomly selected this weeks topic, so it’s a mystery topic called 11 years.
It’s about an experience I had with my first gender therapist, which was super inspiring and really helped me see how changing your life takes time.
Some of the topics include :
Being Overwhelmed by Big Goals,
Baby Steps,
Facing Fears,
Transitioning Tips,
Building Habits,
Connecting with your Therapist,
Gender Therapy,
Inspirational People,
and I wonder, was Hitler really a bad guy?
Hope you enjoy this one.
122 • INTERVIEW WITH MAKEUP ARTIST JASMINE TAYLOR BEAUTY
Time to dive into the world of Makeup Artist Jasmine Taylor, who sat down with me and lilDENNiS for a chat about Transgender Makeup, Mental Health, and Sleep Paralysis.
This was Fun, Interesting, and Super Inspiring interview.
A common topic that kept popping up, was the lies of the mind, and how they can limit you from doing tings, but other topics included:
The Power of Makeup,
Sleep Paralysis and the Old Hag,
How Creativity helps with Mental Health,
Colour Correcting Facial Hair,
Makeup being used as a Mask,
Book Club,
How Eyes Dilate when you’re in love,
Guys wearing makeup,
Makeup of the Future,
The Power of Eye Lashes,
What Happens when you Die?
Similarities between Makeup and Drawing,
and lilDENNiS gets Makeup advice :)
Hope you like this episode.
116 • ACCEPTANCE
This is one of them Therapy sessions, where I empty my Mind on the topic of Acceptance.
It’s something that popped into my awareness this morning, after a dream I had last night where I was face to face with my Dad, talking about his inability to accept me as Transgender.
Acceptance is such a big topic that I’ll most likely cover it again on a future podcast, but on this episode I ask the question, Do You Need Acceptance From Others To Accept Yourself?
Other topics include:
How The Outer World Is Linked To Our Inner World,
Suicidal Thoughts,
Dream Diaries,
Automatic Writing,
Dream Interpretation,
What To Do If Someone Won’t Accept You?
Transitioning Tips,
Reincarnation,
How We Have To Be Mindful Of Where We Focus Our Energy,
and there’s a lil talk about Internal Burps :)
Hope you find this one thought provoking.
107 – VIDEO GAMES ADDICTION & GUILT
This is one of them Therapy sessions, where I empty my Mind on the topic of Video Game Addiction.
It’s something I’ve struggled with all my life; I thought I was over it, but it seems I’m still Trapped in the Cycle of Buying Video Games, Feeling Guilty and Selling Them, only to than want to Buy Them Back Again.
I really have no idea what is going on, or what I’m supposed to do about it, but I know Talking About Stuff Helps.
And some of the stuff I talk about on this one, includes:
The Flow State,
How Racing Games are like Drawing,
Feelings of Guilt,
Are Video Games Sociable or Anti-Sociable,
My herstory with Video Games,
and Dancing on the Dance Floor at University :)
Hope you find this one interesting.