So Free Art Podcast Episode 16 - Putting out Imperfect Work, with Transgender Artist Sophie Lawson

16 – IMPERFECT WORK

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“YOU CAN SPEND HOURS AND HOURS FIDDLING WITH THINGS WHICH YOU DON’T REALLY NEED TO; YOU COULD JUST HAVE RELEASED IT.

– Sophie Lawson

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